Alex ([info]wthscutie09) wrote,
@ 2006-04-18 11:06:00
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Current mood: aggravated

so much to do, so little time.
So, my weekend had its ups and its downs-
with no Apex this weekend i really just wanted to go out and have a good time with people i dont get to see on the weekend. it was a nice little break, but im ready to spin this weekend.
Friday morning was BABKA BASH 2006- It Was AWESOME! i love cindy and beccca and dal and vicky! we are the funniest people ever with the babka love!
Friday Night was fun- me, christina, diane and eric went to AC for the night- we did a whole lot of Salsa Dancing, gambled and passed out around 4am.

saturday Christina, me and her aunt went bike riding on the board walk- our bikes had baskets- it was great!! i can not tell you how much i love this nice weather!

saturday night i went into old city with danielle. She wanted to go out, so i said i'd go with her. it was a gooood time! we met some people, they bought us drinks- let me just say that i am a fraking awesome friend. :)

Sunday was easter- Dal gave me and Becca a treasure hunt because every year we always have an egg hunt..but we couldnt have that with Beamer cause he would find all the eggs and eat all the candy. anyway-it was cute! me and becca delivered flowers and a huge easter balloon to adelphia since she had to work. she was surprised.

Okay so here is where the weekend got alittle sucky. we are eating easter dinner and i was talking to my cousin Jenny about how school is not going so well for me this semester and that i have 2 weeks to bring my grades from all F's to a passing score. My GPA sucks and im stressing out. so then i got talking about how what i would like to do is go to Cosmotology School and while going there be a part time student here at Rutgers so its not like i am leaving College for good- i would like to take my time and focus on on subject and pass with an A then have 4 classes and fuck up. thats what i want to do. My dad heard this and shit a brick- he is against me going to Cosmotology school he thinks i will not get anywhere with it. Right now...with the grades i am getting at school, im not happy. i cry every night. and i am so stressed out i cant take it. i was upset about how i get no money at work, so yesterday as i was driving i thought to myself, im giving my two weeks in..if i do it now then i have 2weeks to find something. instead iof me just saying that i need to find something before i leave- i'd be there a year later. so i did it. i handed my 2weeks in and my last day is May 2, 2006. Then, last night i filled an application out online for Empire Beauty School located in Cherry Hill. I recieved a phone call this morning and i have an interview there on thursday. We'll see. My dad and Dal know nothing about this, but i think its what i need to do.

today i am going to make a phone call. the end.


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[info]gracie318
2006-04-18 03:49 pm UTC (link)
do what you have to do al... the rest will work itself out. or if it doesn't- you'll still be happy knowing that your pursuing something you actually want to do, the way you want to do it. In the end, your live is yours, and they can't force you to become something you don't want to be.

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[info]wthscutie09
2006-04-18 10:58 pm UTC (link)
thanks stacey-im trying to work it out...i have a headache from thinking! see you this weekend i'll bring the books.

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[info]teebag37
2006-04-18 03:53 pm UTC (link)
Someone very smart once said to me (I think it was Dana)-

"We all have our own path in life."

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[info]gracie318
2006-04-18 09:06 pm UTC (link)
Dana is very smart. she should write a book on how to not suck at life.

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[info]evilmuppet86
2006-04-18 10:29 pm UTC (link)
Or on how life sucks!

Either way I'd buy it and read it!

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[info]evilmuppet86
2006-04-18 03:59 pm UTC (link)
Hakuna Matata

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[info]hyperangel456
2006-04-18 08:56 pm UTC (link)
I think you made a good decision. Do what makes you happy.

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[info]oliveshoes
2006-04-18 10:44 pm UTC (link)
Hey alex...not that what I say really matters, but I just wanted to say I think you should totally go for it at cosmotology school. I know exactly how you are feeling.
A few weeks ago I sat down and cried because I realized I was failing ALL of my classes...and I knew that even if I worked my ass off for the next few weeks, I wouldn't do well enough to make it matter. I honestly hate the University of South Carolina...and I seriously wouldn't have even gone here in the first place if it wasn't for my parents pushing me to go to college in-state. There are good things about this school like my friends and meeting gerard and knowing you through gerard..haha and everything else...but I seriously just can't do good at school here. So...I approached my parents a few weeks ago, and said I was going to apply to photography school in Massachusetts. Talk about shitting a brick...my parents said, "how the hell are you going to come up with $50,000 for that school, because we certainly can't help you out...and you know only a few people really become famous photographers." Honestly, it felt like no one was backing my up. All my friends thought it was a bad idea, talking about how much debt I would go into, and how it's a slim chance that I will ever become successful at all...but...I knew it was what I wanted more than anything in this world, and I knew that it would be better for me. So...on my own I applied to the Hallmark Institute of Photography, I got accepted, and now I'm really excited. The money is another thing, but the point is, only you know what is best for you, and who is to say that going to Cosmotology school may not be the best thing that ever happened to you? Only you can say that...not your dad or your family or your boyfriend or anyone. Trust me I know. SO...I really hope your interview goes really well, and I hope you get in. I was in the same boat a few weeks ago, and I know how it feels. :o)

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[info]wthscutie09
2006-04-18 11:06 pm UTC (link)
haha you wrote a book! but thanks- yeah i feel pretty bad about going behind my dads back and applying, but i just want to see what its like. the past semester has sucked so bad for me. all i do is hw and my grades do not show it.
Thats awesome you are into photography! i LOVE photography!!!! i took a class when i went to a community college and LOVED it. i thougt about going into that too, but there arnt many good schools here with good programs. i loved that class though! we'll see.
Hey- you can take my portfolio pics!! haha or you can help me start a modeling career...jk! anyway- good luck at that school- im sure you will do awesome there!
I havnt talked to Gerard in awhile- i dont im him or email him cause i dnt think he wants me to. oh well- Tell him i said hi and if he wants to talk to message me sometime!

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[info]oliveshoes
2006-04-18 11:20 pm UTC (link)
haha yea i'm really bad at writing a LOT. sorry!
i know how you feel about going behind your dad's back...but if he really loves you, which i'm sure he does, he will support you in whatever you do in the end, as long as it makes you happy. That's my parents hard lesson to learn.
And hey! I will totally do your portfolio pictures! I've been doing a lot of portfolios for some people around here recently and some bands and stuff...I know when I get to school I'm going to be begging for people to be my model...i'm putting you on my list now! Expect me to call you! haha
You seriously are the silliest person I have ever met. Stop thinking Gerard doesn't want to talk to you...you have it all wrong. He's doing bad this semester too. He's been working a lot and he's failing some of his classes too...but you should always feel free to IM him. Im telling you, gerard loves hearing from people...and that means you too! He's going home for two weeks at the beginning of july I think, because his cousin is having a graduation party and he took off around that time, so give him a call. Plus...I'll tell him you said hi, but he's mad at me right now because I want to go to this school and he thinks i'm being majorly stupid about it, but...you should message him sometime too...
goodluck alex! Let me know how your interview goes!Im sure you will do awesome! Pretty girl!

love,
Melinda

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[info]somethingsummer
2006-04-19 04:45 pm UTC (link)
"but i think its what i need to do." ... was probably the most important line of your post. do what YOU need to do for YOU, it'll be ok... love you

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[info]ryansa21
2006-04-20 01:16 am UTC (link)
If college isn't your thing and it stresses you out you're making a decision that's gonna better your life in the long run instead of stickin with something that isn't for you and having to pay loans forever and a half... your family will totally be understanding so don't get worked up over it! get it at cosmetology school maybe you can do my hair like becca did that night then haha! hope all is well!!!!!!!!

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